wouldnt u just "SHUTUP!"

one thing ive learnt on monday is that i hate staying at home and not have anything remotely fun to do. talking to my self and reading a book have been great and all but its just not as exciting and i really dont care for the state of my room. it doesnt look that bad. it has character damn it! henceforth i am definitely not in a cleaning mood because the mornings are so hot that i can feel the heat radiating onto my skin in spade even though i am inside standing infront of my stand fan turn up to highest speed. it makes every muscle in my body sluggish and weary because honest to god i think they are fight off the heat by just standing there. moving seem like a real work already so after facing off mr.sunbeam, the weather will then slowly transition into heavy rain. i love rain but i hate thunder. so like a child lost in a shopping mall i wonder the house like a ghost in the dark and then settle on the marble floor in front of the wide double door glass starring at the rain falling in all its glory. they look like they're dancing one by one in a strategic manner. dont u think? see who hits the surface first. yes i am crazy to be coming to this conclusion but really, they're like tiny soldiers descending from the cloud. okay..ive lost it.
okay,ive gotta cut my rambling short because im heading to my cousin's house in a bit.

this post will be continue if i even remember what i was going to say. ;)