ninny

right i just remember, i'm working 31st after all.
i severely need the dough.
and fara, the kak said you stand by la just incase some one drops out last minute.

there's more but i can't remember.

stop and freak out freak!

as you know, i was freaking out like a mat hater about the script during the weekends going
"ohmygwad.ohmygawd.ohmyggawdd.what's next.what's next??"
but that all was sorted out with some help from tina.
they've accepted my ideas and now we're going with it. i'm very thrilled and excited about the whole affair.
it is tittle 'THE TWISTED FAIRYTALES'
great tittle huh?
as exciting as this sound, i have to say my work will pile up for the rest of the semester. I just saw the past year questions for my subjects and start to freak out again. they aren't exactly a walk in the park.
i'm thinking about it too much that i feel kinda numb. see, talking about it made me forget about the fun things i was going to say.

shite.

after 1 1/2 hour back-2-back of fairytales

i came out with the introduction and got stuck there like a giant gum on my hair, which then led me to pulling out the strands every 10 minutes until my brain fizzle out and my eyes waters.

i'm so looking forward to get some inspiration from the missus herself, i need some humor and flavor in my story, something outrageous maybe? but not entirely bonkers. so i'm planning to go to Tina's house tonight after this.

soo, the following piece of information will contain that is NOT FOR THE FAINTED HEART.
Last friday i thought i was free from obligations and had dream of spending my 3 days by doing the script. that dream was dashed by an aching feeling in my stomach went i had arouse from slumber the next morning. naturally i woke up around 11am and thought i was hungry due to the churning in my stomach. so i went to the kitchen and grab to toast which didn't do much accept made it worse, so stupidly thinking my stomach was still hungry i went force my self a bowl of cornflakes not knowing that 15 mins later i will see it again all over my dad's bathroom sink in smoothie like form.
yummy?
not one bit.
i kept feeling vomity at first but didn't bother with it cause i never vomit, ever, this is probably the second time i've known of doing so.
so it went like this;
blurghhh-breath-blurghhh-breath-blurggghh-breath-blurgh
my tummy felt so much better in 5 mins then queasy the whole weekend. i told my sis about it and she was like, sound like a symptom of a gastric patient .
i went like "man, that's funny if i do have gastric, i'm fat! that makes no sense at all, not like it's bone in there, i have plenty of flesh to go around!?"
then she goes like "yeaahhhh, that'll be unnatural and funny"
=_=
so dad went to see this ustaz because of something else and came back home with limes and bottles of water. he made the whole family take 'mandi limau', i was n't happy about this as you guess, cause i really don't want to believe in all this malay traditions. urgh and we call ourselves muslim. do they teach that in the quran??(i don't know but i've never heard of it)
but i did it anyways to shut him up, it itches after you shower due to the salt and pepper in it. i felt like air limau ice for the rest of the evening.
however, it did made my hair awfully, smooth and tame.
=D

update on world stage: i've re-entered the competition using my sister's name and birthday date.also using fara's answer, i've combined it with mine.
all right until then, buh-bye Gens.
MEL IS COMING HOME ON THE 29TH!!! THIS WEDNESDAY!

i feel vile

full details on my vomiting spree on monday okay? wouldn't want to leave you good souls on that eventful time.

i'm at M's , tonight's plan is to watch the fairy-tales so i can write the script already which have me pulling my hair out at the moment.

on my last post, i forgot to say my buh-byes because i was in a hurry.

so to make up for that
TTFN you tards!
you know we should now start calling ourselves Gens=genius cause none of us are retards.
ps:MEL WHEN ARE YOU COMING HOME??

MTV WORLD STAGE:MALAYSIA!

I've just entered the competition on mtvasia.com for the free tix without reading the TERMS AND CONDITION first. i wrote a totally brilliant answer to the comp question and was getting my hopes up of winning but was trampled over by this condition:

the contest is open to all legal residents aged 21 and above, of the following countries: Thailand, Philippines, Korea, China, Taiwan, Hong Kong, Indonesia, Malaysia and Singapore.

fuk-a-doodle-do!!!!!

so, fara, my plan is keep tuning in to fly.fm starting next week. hey, is there any chance you can put your mum's name and ic on the competition? if she wins, there's four tix.=D

a thought just occur to me, my sister is 21! i can put her name and birth date! i'm going to do it!

500 days of summer,our next JUNO

starring none other than my favorite indie actor and actresses , yes it's a match made in indie-dom when they cast those two to be in this movie.

i first saw her in almost famous, which is the movie that had shaped my dreams. i later then saw him in Brick and was awed by his performance as the cool, smart and smooth detective character.

YES I AM SO HAPPY THEY'VE JOINED FORCES

only Emme knows how much i love this guy and this girl.
you know at first i didn't recognize him because he looked so young and boyish in this compare to his previous movies like brick, maniac and mysterious skin.
it is so refreshing to see him acting in something that is not emotionally disturbed and depressing.i know he is capable of doing both.


not sure if it will be screening here(don't count on it if it's indie, look at Juno, when was that showed here?THIS YEAR!?)
it has started screening in the States on the 17th of July.
i'm going to scour the net for dates and if that comes back negative, you know the answer right?
;P
Summit

until next post, dudettes

ps:CHECK YOUR COMMENT BOX, my school pc wouldn't allow chat box to appear.

whattaaayamean??

guys, remember in high school we always complain that they gave us whiny, frivolous and depressing poems to study in our literature component?

we should have been thankful because those were easy-peasy-pumpkin-peasy.

this is what i have to understand

Milton! thou should'st be living at this hour:
England hath need of thee: she is a fen
Of stagnant waters: altar, sword, and pen,
Fireside, the heroic wealth of hall and bower,
Have forfeited their ancient English dower
Of inward happiness. We are selfish men;
Oh! raise us up, return to us again;
And give us manners, virtue, freedom, power.
Thy soul was like a Star, and dwelt apart:
Thou hadst a voice whose sound was like the sea
: Pure as the naked heavens, majestic, free,
So didst thou travel on life's common way,
In cheerful godliness; and yet thy heart
The lowliest duties on herself did lay.

i've read it and went...@@$%^&*, but with the help of Mr.Google AND my lit teacher, i can understand william wordsworth twisted words and double meaning.*fuh*


hopefully it will prevail in my quiz today...yes a quiz.

wish me luck you fiends!
ps: harry potter tonight if possible.

18th!

a birthday picture spam for fara cause she said she wants a piece of irish bloke last night.
sorry i can't post dirty ones, i'm in the uni's pc, people are peering.

today marks the birth of a sarcastic yet brilliant friend of mine by the name FARAH HAZELEENA.

you lassie, can now legally smoke and watch sex-rated movie at the cinema. which makes no different at all right?

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY YOU NUT!

my morning went wrong before i even woke up. i had a dream starring miley cyrus and a dead girl which wasn't me or any of you lot(thankfully). i woke up with a startled by that dream, turns out i left the radio on and guess what song it was playing?

THE CLIMB by miley cyrus...sish, the other day i had a musical like dream with everyone singing "DAMN GIRL" by AAR ironically... turned out i've put them on and felt asleep to it.

however, miley cyrus fake voice (i'm not so positive that was her solely on the vocals) wasn't the killjoy of my day but the thing a friend and i bought for someone was in a state that wrenched
my heart the moment i saw it. it's a wonder i didn't went into a seizure looking at it.

after seeing the state of it, my head just went into worry + angry= wangry(tina's) mode. for those who doesn't know, what happen when i'm in this mode is that my eyes goes all big, distant
and vacant when actually my head is having this fight about how to fix it.

i was doing this the whole way in the car to uni that only half the way that i've realize of one vital device i should have with me.
MY PHONE!
hence, i then went into a panic mode for fear of mum nagging and shouting at me like i'm 5 feet away from her. (i then told her of my carelessness, which got the fearful reaction)
so now i can't contact tina to ask her what should i do and to text my mum when my class finish.
by the time i've reached my first class at 8 am, my mind was worn out by the battle conversation i had in my head. so, the class went like so
"yapayapyap,input and output..yapyap..CPU send this to this...yapyapyap"

it is save to say that it's not my favorite subject at the moment.

so here i am babbling away like a parrot about my morning and wishing fara a good birthday, which actually should have been posted an hour ago but i accidentally had deleted my blog post earlier due to more stupidity.

shite!it's 2 pm!class starts now!
TTFN pips

the loop

“Dude, I feel pretty much out of the loop at the moment”

A wave of realization hits me while I was mindlessly playing with my pen in IT class yesterday of how much I hate making new friends because I’m a private and skeptical person, yet somewhat positive. I do nowadays need to be reminded by a few good friends (THANKS TINA AND FARA) of being a ray of sunshine because I’m constantly with my thoughts these days and they are not bright as they used to be.

So how do I find my classmates you ask? Honestly I don’t know, they are pretty enthusiastic bunch but it looks like it’s breaking into cliques at the moment. I HATE that. That’s what happen in high school and I’ve managed to avoid that entirely by being myself and naïve. Obviously I’m not so at this point of my life and the people that constantly inspire me to be true and embrace my abilities are miles away. I will have to do this all on my own.

The question today is, how do you remind that part of you that was.. yet move on to explore other parts?

I’ll get back to you in 2 ½ years to see if I manage to be who I am to today yet better.

on a ligther note, harry potter will be out next week!!

ps:tina,i've been having lucid dreams like your too..one where i wake up like this (0.0')

holy shit...thank you..?

SURAT
TAWARAN Bahagian Pengambilan Pelajar
Universiti Teknologi Mara
40450, Shah Alam Selangor, Malaysia
Tel: (603)5544 3164, 3165, 3166, 3174, 3175
Faks: (603) 5544 3170
e-mel: bpp@salam.uitm.edu.my


NUR NADHIRAH BINTI ZAINAL ARIFF
NO. 12,JALAN AMPANG EMPAT,
27/20D,TAMAN BUNGA NEGARA
40400, SHAH ALAM
Selangor No Pelajar: 2009485082
No Kad Pengenalan: 911111146158


Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda ditawarkan tempat untuk mengikuti program di UiTM:


Program: (HM115) Sepenuh Masa
DIPLOMA SENI KULINARI
PENGURUSAN HOTEL DAN PELANCONGAN


Kampus: P - UiTM Kampus Bukit Mertajam Semester: JULAI 2009



Sila datang mendaftar di tempat yang ditetapkan.


Tempat: UITM KAMPUS BUKIT MERTAJAM
PERMATANG PASIR, 13500 PERMATANG PAUH


Tarikh: 27/6/2009 Masa: 8:30AM - 12:30PM



Kemudahan dan Bayaran


Anda dikenakan bayaran yuran pengajian satu semester, SILA RUJUK BIL BAYARAN untuk membiayai pengajian anda di UiTM


kemudahan kolej kediaman : DISEDIAKAN
yuran pendaftaran peperiksaan : TIADA


PENTING
1. Anda dikehendaki mematuhi syarat-syarat tawaran seperti berikut.
2. Sila bawa sijil-sijil asal seperti surat beranak, kad pengenalan, SPM, STPM, Transkrip Diploma, Transkrip Ijazah dan lain-lain SEMASA MENDAFTAR.
3. Anda dikehendaki membuat pengesahan penerimaan / penolakan tawaran dengan segera dalam tempoh yang ditetapkan melalui laman web di http://www.uitm.edu.my/intake .
4. Calon hanya diterima sebagai pelajar UiTM setelah datang mendaftar, membayar yuran pengajian serta memenuhi syarat kemasukan yang ditetapkan oleh UiTM.




KETUA
BAHAGIAN PENGAMBILAN PELAJAR

whaaaaaaaaaat??
i've already enrolled into MSU for about 1 month now.
if my parents know this, i'm afraid they'll force me into taking this course. i know you'll probably thinking, damn selfish this girl and all that she doesn't believe in her own ministry of education crap.HOLD UP!!
i've checked a few weeks ago when emme got her's and it said i didn;t get it.
what the heck??i'm too pissed of because i'm thinking of not only myself that this is happening to.what about the others that had probably enrolled themselves into a private because being rejected by the local uni.private doesn't come cheap,my is okay, i'm thinking about a few people i know that had to pay their apartment rent monthly that's not provided by the ptptn, or the text books that cost rm100 a pop in every subject just makes my skin crawl.i had to endure so much shit before about where and how to continue my study and now i feel just bitter.

don't get me wrong, i like it here so far because of the freedom they give us to grow.there will be plays and projects that i usually never got the chance to try because i wasn't a top student or a perfect. now i do and i feel that i can do more things, even on my own.
that sounded like a convincing speech for my parents, i'm scared they wouldn't understand. all they see is money.

so you're asking me how did i even know this now?
a text message was sent to me on the 26/6/2009...the day before you have to register yourselves into the choosen university.

WHAT THE FUCK?>.<
so tina and fara, maybe you guys should just check it. here's the link
http://istudent.uitm.edu.my/intake