retracing thy footsteps

i can not believe that the year is coming to an end already.i was reflecting on what has happened this year and realized that I don't really remember much on it. good thing I have this blog to recall back on my year. I think ill be spending the next few days reading back my own blog post wincing, laughing and feeling flabbergast!

RIBIT-ing all night long

i dont know if its the weather but my mood is as damp as the surfaces it falls on.

all i do lately is drink cups of tea and read my nick hornby book. which i've finished last night and now i dont know what to read anymore because I've got no new book waiting to be immerse in except that daunting dance,dance,dance book which I have yet to finish. It is such a mind bending book that Ive been trying to finish since May and failing miserably. Just like catch-22 which is more challenging because of it's language that reminds me a lot of catcher in the rye only that its 3 times thicker than the famous J.D Salinger title.

I'll get to them soon enough when i feel like it. now i just want a good easy read that have a bit of adventure in them. you know, like that new rick riodan's the last hero. a continuation of the percy jackson's series. i love those to bits. i recommend it if you are looking for a day of laughter, courage, magic and monsters.

guess,for tonight i will have to make do with just tea and tv(Bones and criminal minds are proving to be just so damn addictive!) for i have sent out the S.O.S to a fellow book enthusiast

for new books. i'm the type of person that dont really care much for title, when the need kicks in i just want to consume everything i can get my hand on. although, ive been refraining myself from getting into the genre of romance because i see the it is as junk food to your soul. besides, the whole i met a guy, fuck him senseless,i have commitment issues but we end up working it out gets oh-so really old dont you think?

so, i hope tomorrow my friend will come and bring me something good to read for i need it to accompany the pot of tea i will be brewing.

oh another thing, reading in bed is terrific! therefore, happy RIBIT-ing! (this is an actual campaign if i am not mistaken)

bumpy road

the problem with love is that sometimes you cant stop caring even when it only hurts. so by all means, go all the way and see if you will fall from the highest point or just find yourself on safe ground. ive given all that i can in the people i want to love, that is just the easy part. the hardest is keeping it through the obstacles thrown at you. to love takes courage, to keep it takes determination. sometimes you cant just give up because whatever difficulty you are going through might just be a bump on the road.

however,this does not apply to an abusive relationship or any sort that arent healthy. if you find yourself in those then run for the hills girlfriend because it is not worth loving someone that dont respect you as a person and for who you are. love hurts but it does not have to be painful.

gosh,im spurting all this cheesy aphorism out of thin air as i write more in my light ridden room trying to think of something worth but all my thoughts just seem so sappy. is this the aftermath of a good thing? guess everything has to balance out somehow.

what a nightt

there is nothing like a good night out with friends you've known for the passed 6 years more or less and some that you've recently acquainted and clicked instantly. the endless inside jokes, teasing, telepathy, and laughs. they never stops and you are remained of how blessed you are when the laughters died down and everyone sat quietly in silence staring outside the car window. it is that silent that you dont feel like you need to fill in because it feels so comfortable just being quiet for a second before the laughters starts again. it is priceless. i wouldnt trade anything for what this.

we are fast approaching 2011 and i am really looking forward to it even though i know it will be a hell of a year for me. despite, that little fact, i am still excited to see what 2011 will bring me cause 2010 has let me met with people that truly has changed my perspective on certain things in life.

kudos to you people. okay,i almost fall asleep while typing this...