just went i had babbled on about being fearless and courageous and the whole mambo-jumbo,i was inflicted by a sudden high-pitch fever the very same evening.
funny?quiet not.
funny?quiet not.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
yes no
hey lovelies, i've been ignoring this part of the world wide web for no good reason except that i've been comfortably writing in my journal like it's my last day on earth. all my words that were scribbled and scrawled across the blank pages of my peter pauper journal are at time pointless but its the only way i know to keep myself sane these days.
lately ive been trying to live my life like i want too because its the only way for me to be able to reach that small happiness only i could comprehend.
life is pretty okay ;p,no i DO NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND.hish
just to clear the air, i was really inspired to stand up and live so i could write about it because of a book title "EAT,PRAY,LOVE" by elizabeth gilbert. its just nice knowing that you are not the only one that talks alone into the atmosphere then laugh and cry all under the span of 60 seconds of time. i guess,i find reassurance in knowing that sometimes even when you have grown up, you dont still dont know all the answers.
the important thing is not coming up with the correct answers, but the right questions even when you are frustrated, tired and pissed off at the world.
you are what you think.
i have so much to tell you but i dont know where to begin. its amazing how much you can learn in the span of a couple of months doing things out of your comfort zone. before i start babbling incoherently about how amazing and fuck up life is, ill just sum up my overwhelming emotions so you wouldnt get lost in my words.
sometimes, life is about doing things that scare you the most. yes, there will be tears, there will be sleepless nights, there will be more tears, but once you've entered that unfamiliar place, pray for courage and have a little faith.
coming from me about faith is like asking a cat to bark, almost like an oxymoron. however, it works somehow.
lately ive been trying to live my life like i want too because its the only way for me to be able to reach that small happiness only i could comprehend.
life is pretty okay ;p,no i DO NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND.hish
just to clear the air, i was really inspired to stand up and live so i could write about it because of a book title "EAT,PRAY,LOVE" by elizabeth gilbert. its just nice knowing that you are not the only one that talks alone into the atmosphere then laugh and cry all under the span of 60 seconds of time. i guess,i find reassurance in knowing that sometimes even when you have grown up, you dont still dont know all the answers.
the important thing is not coming up with the correct answers, but the right questions even when you are frustrated, tired and pissed off at the world.
you are what you think.
i have so much to tell you but i dont know where to begin. its amazing how much you can learn in the span of a couple of months doing things out of your comfort zone. before i start babbling incoherently about how amazing and fuck up life is, ill just sum up my overwhelming emotions so you wouldnt get lost in my words.
sometimes, life is about doing things that scare you the most. yes, there will be tears, there will be sleepless nights, there will be more tears, but once you've entered that unfamiliar place, pray for courage and have a little faith.
coming from me about faith is like asking a cat to bark, almost like an oxymoron. however, it works somehow.
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- potheadpolabear
- i have a penchant for silliness that will leave you skipping lightly on your step. i have a knack for pain that will have you feeling punched in the stomach by the end of it. i am here to write about things that move me about the day/week/month.
