i feel slightly concussed by the work load i have to endure this semester. the myriad of task i have and want to do all jumble up into a small space of time in my days and my head left me feeling weary everytime i think over of the ongoing list "TO DO" in my head.
nevertheless, i feel more energize by the work needed to be done because it's super exciting and makes me feel like my work of art when i've finish it.
however, a sage advice to myself is
"never take on more than you can!"
this week and the next coming week will be pure agony because of the sleepless nights and lack of sleep, not to mention turning myself into a dag and being far away from the world because i'll probably confine myself in my room tinkering with my words and pouring over the books that will devour my soul in time.
but, before all that, i have the full intentions of taking out my camera for spin and photograph my lovely sister nadiah because i might need the pictures for my presentation in a few weeks.
gad, thinking about all the public speaking i have to give this semester makes me feel nauseous and weak at the knees.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?
i don't like speaking in front of a crowd.
it gives me chills.
i have to practice restraining myself from saying shit, crap and fuck which will a huge boulder to overcome.
on a lighter note, im wishing HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance!
i'll reminisce about 09 next post okay, for i know and you know that i have a long winded nostalgic, irritated and thoughtful induced things to say about the year.
until next time...................
urgh
nevertheless, i feel more energize by the work needed to be done because it's super exciting and makes me feel like my work of art when i've finish it.
however, a sage advice to myself is
"never take on more than you can!"
this week and the next coming week will be pure agony because of the sleepless nights and lack of sleep, not to mention turning myself into a dag and being far away from the world because i'll probably confine myself in my room tinkering with my words and pouring over the books that will devour my soul in time.
but, before all that, i have the full intentions of taking out my camera for spin and photograph my lovely sister nadiah because i might need the pictures for my presentation in a few weeks.
gad, thinking about all the public speaking i have to give this semester makes me feel nauseous and weak at the knees.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?
i don't like speaking in front of a crowd.
it gives me chills.
i have to practice restraining myself from saying shit, crap and fuck which will a huge boulder to overcome.
on a lighter note, im wishing HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance!
i'll reminisce about 09 next post okay, for i know and you know that i have a long winded nostalgic, irritated and thoughtful induced things to say about the year.
until next time...................
urgh
