strip down

stick with me now wouldnt you dearest readers?

i know i've been writing sappy post lately but this huge chunk of my year is about accepting what the heart wants with the involvement of another human being.one that seem to make me feel the need to fill in the void in my heart. i'm growing up and this is part of the process that i've been avoiding pretty much 18 years of my life. part of me wants to get it over with as soon as i can but it will feel like i didnt even try and that feeling is much worse than this running around in a constant state of ambivalent.

im learning.