19th oct 2010-the freaks came out and dance

A date that will be remembered for the rest of my life. i dont have carefully calculated words to tell you of my night at paramore's concert except that in life when you have that moment to do something you've wished for so long,come rain or shine you have to follow through and grab that moment by the neck and shout back all the words that have been kept close to your heart all these years and dance.

dance,dance,dance!

the 16 year old me would be very proud of me right now because i didnt forget her. i didnt let her go completely as i grew older.ive kept the promise made 4 years ago. it took that long but it was worth the wait, money and sweat.

i wouldnt have it any other way.*although meeting them would be super awesome*

i wouldnt forget being in the crowd and singing to the words with thousands of people with my hand in the air and looking to my side at my best friends doing the same and we just smiled. we were living the moment. right there and then we forgot about all the obstacles we are going through and will go through as we get older and try to make something of ourselves. that feeling and mental image will be forever embedded in my head for as long as i live, breath and laugh.

what a way to kick off my holiday. im so grateful Allah let me have this moment even though it is probably not right but music is and always be apart of me. i find solace in the tunes and artistically written words.

this feels like a bittersweet closure to my teenage years cause ill be turning 20 next year.
bitter cause ill be leaving the realm of teens and into adulthood which i dont find least bit appealing although it has it advantages.
sweet because i've no regrets. i've always been honest to myself, to the people around me and ive always make my own path in life.im the weirdo that is very PROUD of it!