hah!

of course i'm going to say more than that. please make way for my ranting if you may....

okay, a few weeks before i was like "no! i'm not going to do it! i'm not going to work because i have shit loads of assignment to do that needed my undivided attention!", i firmly told everyone that asked than faltered in my own resolve.

ironically that didn't go as i said it would.

a week before the 29th i got a phone call from ardika and he was like
" i saw your sister's names and tina's name on the list! you should join too!", he gushes excitedly.
i was excited over this little new information because the thought of working with my sisters and tina and ardika would be like one big party!

ardika bailed because he had to go back to college though, which was very unfortunate

so i texted akak and she gave me the green light.
supposedly the plan was to work on the 29th and 30th only but when i heard that we are getting paid TRIPLE on the 31st, i just had to jump in and get myself involve. after a confirmation from akak that it is true, i told her i will be working half day for the 30th and half day for the 31st.

that's a laughed, i was contemplating the whole time there weighing out the pros and cons of me working FD on the 31st.
so you guess it, i told the akak again that i might be working fd the next day if i finish my assignment when i get home after this. this was on the 30th. so, fueled by determination and greed, i squeezed my brain out to produce a short story that i wanted to produce. the results were brilliant!
i managed to write until my bum cramp up and my eyes watered. salute to my chemical romance for giving me inspiration to write that night.
this is the playlist which i named "set-list" that i've made to keep me going
my way home through you
kill all your friends
headfirst for halos
vampire
skylines
this is how i disappear
the sharpest lives

i hope my lecturer wouldn't get shock when she reads it...it's not exactly clean cut or sugar coated.

anyways, working was good fun this time because the guys i worked with were really really really RAJIN man!
they don't complain or avoid doing work and they were goofy and funny. i think they're all good friends because i can see some BROMANCE going on in there!
so much love passing around them that i couldn't help buy be sucked in their good-natured behavior that i had to laughed and giggled every time i see them.

this one morning we were waiting, yes WAITING for customers to come in and one of them put on backstreet boys and had that grin on his face. they were talking to each other about it i guess because sudden;y one of them shot up his hand and said
" I WANNA BE AJ!", and the other went "I WANNA BE NICK" and so on.
i was "whaaatt??!" then laughed watching their little antics.
it does not end there. they suddenly moved together to the end of the counter where i was standing with my sis and started to sing out loud to the song like they really were playing the part! they even took turn to sing (which, you know how boy band do), then they were laughing like idiots over it.

fun and frolicking aside, 31st would not be 31st without dipshits that just get a kick out of ruining other people's day. i was working the cashier again and we were short of small changes due to the fact that the bank was close, there was this one uncle that wanted to be a bizatch to me because i gave him 10 1 ringgit notes because we were out of 10 bucks.
that was my breaking point! he was like sighing why i gave him that and that it's not good for business, going "isk...isk..come on la miss" with a strained voice.
i wanted to jumped over the cashier and tackle the sonovabitch because the rage i felt just "POP"-ed inside me. but, this is life, not fightclub. so i just told him that i don't have any and ignored him. i was so pissed of that i cried a bit, which made me more embarrassed because there we other customers watching in a line hence making me more emotional and all teary eye.
le sigh.....
so i just sucked it in and continued my rhythm of punching the screen and and tearing the receipt violently.
the rest of the night went by without anyone giving me any problem.

now i just can't wait to get my pay because i want to go dunks hunting with tina in KL.
yeYEAH! woots woots.
i even just ordered this really cute checkered flats online so that i can wear with my baju kurung for raya. oh, speaking of that,
HAPPY FASTING PIPS!
ps: the person just replied me back about the flats!!
yayayayayayayayayayayyyyyyyy

31st

i felt like i was going to pass out before we break our fast.
-the end-

hurricane

the emotional storm swept everything that was important to me.
stripped off my better judgment , i wonder about the reason behind this tragedy,

"is this it?"

i hope we don't become like Lennon and McCartney

torch delight

i wrote this almost 2 weeks ago and forgot to publish it because a few guys were hovering over my pc while i was writing this and i got uncomfortable so i just saved it in draft and totally forgot about it.

torch delight
is the name i've came up for your kinky invention, FARA.

a masturbating torchlight was the ingenious gadget fara came out with while we were chatting around the dining table. it's always a whirl-wind with those two around in the same room. you can't stop talking bout nasty sticky stuff when they're next or across you. i wasn't feeling dirty much to jump into the conversation and make it dirtier(if that's even possible) because honestly?

"i haven't been talking about horny stuff with anyone in the past few months. i feel like a virgin. well, i am, you know what i meant by that statement"

i went to mel's house bright and early before the laziest worm come out to the get it's feed, then went to see tina at work for the our mission and succeed, however was faced with a dead end when i found out that the tix for world stage were sold out.

now i'm contemplating on whether i should go or not because i don't want to waste my dough on the reload if it wouldn't assure me the tix.

so after meeting tina we went back to mel's and ate scrumptious pasta with ABC soup! which i must say is the coolest thing ever, i was astound by them and smiled dorkly inside like and oof everytime i scooped them up from the bottom of the bowl and ate them slowly like it was no biggie. in my head, i was mentally rearranging the words and that made me grin like a mental patient. later, mel came back from the kitchen with a few celery sticks and danded them over to me and fara. i took it caustiously and asked what is this for? i mean, it's a whole celery sticks that haven't been chop off, what the hell am i suppose to do to it right. so i started to pluck them bit by bit and sprinkled in into my bowk of pasta, however my action was met with a protest from mel saying "nooo,that's not how you eat it!", she then took her stick and chew the end like it's a piece of carrot which followed by a forkful of pasta.

that's how it's done!!

yes, i was puzzled by this little dining ettique(sp?) but laughed it off and try my best to immitate her which only met by an awkardness and a sense of silliness at the same time. i continued my way of eating those sticks and hear fara talkign about dicks and machinery.

they are such jocund company!fara anf mel...not dicks and machinery

you should read rant by chuck palahnuik,

until tehn..ttfn

this is not critical matter

you should know what i'm addicted to right now.
Barunson notebooks,

i have the top left! for just rm3.50, they are like my little quirky companions containing all my notes and post-its. i've made a vow to collect and use them, i've just finished one notebook so i went to sunway and bought 3 more, which are absolutely different designs from each other.
hmm..haven't seen the sweet afternoon yet at the shop.

and yes...they're from korea, so emme and tina and cheer on that.
they really make the cutest notebooks.

hooked on...EMME YOU MUST READ

blogspots that acts as boutique.

i'm suppose to be studying but instead im on the net scouring through the links of multiples blogs to look at pretty clothes!

i've found this plus size blogspots(yes there are more than one!!) that sells purdy clothes at low prices because they are usually second hands or bundled, who cares if it's not brand new, i can say that it's vintage.

for normal size lasses like you, there are much much more variety of clothes to pick from.
prices that range from as low as rm15 for branded and hard to find goods
such as those pics above at SunflowerLoves
there's alot more that you guys should check out by just going to their blogs and look at the people the follow,meaning other shopping blogs.

so right now, most of the blogs are having sale so if you're on a budget just try checking them out and see if it fits your style and purse at the same time.

as for me, i'm going do little bit more clicking cause i've found some pieces that i like.
i can't wait to get my 31st paycheck...
but i'll probably think 10 times before making any purchases that's for sure.

at chatter-natter.blogspot.com

-i'm out for now-